Secret ?!?!?!?

Please,Don't smile at me,
Don't make eye smile at me,
Cause I afraid,
Afraid that I fall in love,
In love with you,
Cause you might reject me,
Cause I'm older than you,
Sorry to say,
But I can't back up,
Cause I already fall in love with you,
Everyday I will glance at you,
I will stalk you,
I will cherish our moment,
I hope that you don't know about it,
But deep in my heart,
I hope you know about my feeling,
I will do everything to protect my love,
So I hope even if you know about it,
You will keep it secret,
So that we don't have to confront each other,
Cause i don't wanna lose you,
I willing to keep my feeling,
So that I can keep in touch with you...
I also don't really hope that you will be more than a brother...
Let's just this love be SECRET LOVE ~